There you go, Invisible. I spelt your name right this time. XD I keep thinking it's an "a" because it sounds like it. lol
Anyway, we went to the used bookstore the other day and I couldn't find Eragon. :( So, we're going to look for it today (or moreorless MIGHT go. He says we will, but I know he'll be too tired. I'll be surprised if we do go.). I did see about five Ahh My Goddess! manga there for $1.57 each. I don't know why I didn't buy them. Oh well. xp
I'm so glad the holidays are over! I don't have to deal with family until Easter! Yay me! Man, I swear I dread seeing them. It's like a chore to see them!
Don't you love it when you find pieces of clothes from your closet that look amazing together!? I've been doing that lately. XD My mom got me this cute, little, funky pink bracelet for Christmas (it almost looks like a wristband. lol). I wear that with my jean jacket, jeans, tennis shoes and tiny tee. It looks so cute! It looks even better when I wear my hair in a twist. lol I love my style. XD There's no way I could follow any trend.
I need to get this off of my chest. Sorry for the random turn, but this is a diary after all.
Despite having to clean an entire house alone and being blamed for the mess, I'm happy. I am sad overall, but I'm happy as well. I have to stay happy to keep things on a good level. Joel gets upset when I get sad and upset, so I have to stay happy and sometimes fake it. I remind myself to hold on because all of this will blow over soon. I wish it would hurry. >.< I've been really sad this past year because I want my life to begin and I've been waiting for it to begin. I have a feeling that it's really close. It's so depressing to wait for it to begin when I already know it is. It's my acting. Some things have gotten messed up (like miscommunication) and it's just now beginning to clear up. In addition on waiting, being blamed for the house mess and being made to clean it adds onto the sadness; I admit that I've felt like running away, but I have no way to do it (no money or transportation). It would also make things ten-times worse. Also, this chance to act on a national level would dissapear. That's the main thing that's kept me holding on. It'll happen soon. I'm proud of myself for persevering and never giving up, even when I really felt like it!
I feel that I'm getting stronger. That's all I ever wanted to be. I'm tired of people taking care of me; they've done that all my life. I want to take of myself for a change and be independent. Then, in exchange, I can do nice things for them.
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Categories: books [t], Eragon [t], manga [t], family issues [t], acting [t], perseverance [t], independence [t], individuality [t]
If I had any sense of style I'd probably like it too. :P
» randomjunk on 2007-01-08 06:49:13
:O whoooa "I feel that I'm getting stronger. That's all I ever wanted to be."
» frostbitten on 2007-01-08 10:14:23
..okay it cut off my comment.. Goes to show u are strong! Anihoo despite all the "evil things" happenin in ur life right now, just keep the positive attitude & it'll be over before u know it! ;)
» frostbitten on 2007-01-08 10:15:51
I love your layout:) - very beautiful
» AmbrosiaB on 2007-01-09 03:00:30
I am so glad that you have that kind of perseverence to wait for what you know will be coming. I wish I did...I've been waiting two years for my life to stop wasting away, but it hasn't gone and I'm impatient. All my life plans are ruined because of my sister's drug court.
I would get a job as a tattoo artist, but uhh...i dunno. I dunno why I haven't even entered their apprenticeship somewhere. My head's just clouded, that's all.
» PsychoEnigma on 2007-01-12 03:07:56
YEAH! Ya just gotta keep on keepin' on! Ahh My Goddess! for only TWO DOLLARS?!???
I should so go to used bookstores more often. XD
It's all okay about the name. There's a ton of things I used to not spell right 'cause I wasn't sure if it was an A or an E. It happens to all of us. =)
Well, hope you're havin' a great weekend!
» invisible on 2007-01-13 10:58:25
Oh it's incredibly tasty.
» ikimashokie on 2007-01-14 06:11:53
You're not on the shout box no more.
» Dilated on 2007-01-19 03:57:29
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